That's So Sher!

i feel so bored with my life now. like nothing new is gonna happen. everything is just dull, dead. i hope someone special will appear and bring lots of craziness and insanity into my world. i need that. the sad thing is, i have no one to do that with me. all is just so serious. i know u have to be serious in somethings. but its life! why so serious? i guess no one will ever understand my "philosophy". i dont want to drop dead now. i'm bored of my hair, bored of my clothes, bored of my stuffs, bored of my life! oh yea, i'm bored of my face too, can i go plastic surgery? kiddin =) if money can change my life to be more colorful, i'm willing to pay the price. ya, someone might think that i'm spoiled, but fuck that! cause u dont know that's my OWN money. i EARNED it. i think i'm going to do something crazy. dad will screw me! so what, i need some spice in my life. someone can come and screw me. i know most people hate me. i guess thats me, doing things that people hate. i'm not afraid of being hated, i'm more afraid of being bored and looking back when i'm old, there's nothing worth memorable. do or die. XOXO haters. my life aint colorful without u.

p.s: for those who hate me, i'm confused. do u hate me for saying the truth, or will u love me for faking? =D